Anthony Louis Johnson - CoryXKenshin
from Kauwela 2021 by Anthony Louis Johnson & Friends
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Man, listen. March 2020 was trash AF. I almost died from racing heart attack, and I was brutally disappointed in somebody that I used to and still know. Then I got "dissed" on Twitter when this dude was claiming me or everyone else call him a sellout or whatever because 'he just got signed'. (I'm not tellin' nobody who.) For one, I still don't know where that "dissing" come from, and I did NOT call him a sellout whatsoever. Homicidal thoughts came into play for weeks and weeks and weeks, so I wrote an "apology" mail. He said we was cool. A month after, I posted a comment on his post because he was promoting sum'n. He liked my comment (I told him about it, and then Kuro said "so both of y'all are still cool. You don't deserve to be disrespected like that."). I did all that positive stuff, speaking highly of him, and what he'd do? Threw it back at my face just by deleting all his posts with me commenting on all his posts.
*PROFANITY WARNING*
So I took that as a diss as well, and texted my man Karl with a violent attitude like "Bruh, you better get your mans. Cause I'm gonna turn into a blood thirsty, homicidal, black version of the Incredible Hulk from hell out this MF. This nigga keep deleting his post, not hittin' me up or none of that shit no more, and then sign to a label he wasn't supposed to and disrespect me. Thought he was my man, but for now, he's on his own."
I cannot hide that fact that I was cussing the dude out myself on Twitter, with actually cussing. (My apologies to my family, I understand you can't stand me wildin' out, cussing like this, but if that's how I'm gonna go out, is because I have a lot of opinions and thoughts. Another thing, I cannot help the things I do. Obviously, and honestly, entertainment or anything of that nature has absolutely NOTHING to do with the language we use.) Stressing out easily, depressed (nobody cared), feeling like the game/industry had tricked and robbed me mentally, and how I wanted out of the game/industry and sometimes kill and destroy hip-hop for making my roll dogs turn on me after so much I did for them (Well, not really. I got others that got my back and they always respect me, which I can allow.)
That's not all, until I wanted to squash the drama I started for a while on Twitter but I don't know if this dude gonna accept my squashing or not. He's gonna keep ignoring me anyway. (Not saying that like I'm an obsessed or crazy ex-fan or anything like that.) But at least I didn't have any choice but to keep maintain on my own and find new relationships.
I wanted to squash it with and I don't wanna rush or force him to squash it with me, although I do feel like his manager still thinks I'm rude nowadays. I've been wanting squash it because I feel like me and the guy still "beefing" which is a lower rumor now, and I know he's gonna tell me that he would never do that someday. Another reason because I'm letting harm get to me myself because of me spreading rumors that I'm at war with him myself. So let it be known, this is not a diss nor a death threat to that man, so do not go there. I'm in a place where I wanna keep my distance in many ways.
Comparing myself is ANNOYING for many, but here it goes. Remember how CoryXKenshin took the time with his fans to talk about the real Cory, his life, his ups-and-downs, and how he was talking about having an ectodermal dysplasia before his teeth was fixed a long time ago? (That's not funny, so please don't laugh.) I'm saying I feel his pain, I understand where he comes from, and I feel like him in darker times. Why I bring up my comparison to him (but I'm not Cory, I'm Anthony Louis Johnson) is because what happened to me in March and April 2020, it feels like that. I'm not saying I had dysplasia (cause I don't). I was and still born with a different type of autism, and people gotta respect autistic people, especially black children with autism. I felt like CoryXKenshin cause life's never easy.
The whole story Is what this song's about. I made this beat for months to show you the real me, whether my darker or my lighter moments. Right now, I'm on a new quest this summer. It's almost time for soul searching.
*PROFANITY WARNING*
So I took that as a diss as well, and texted my man Karl with a violent attitude like "Bruh, you better get your mans. Cause I'm gonna turn into a blood thirsty, homicidal, black version of the Incredible Hulk from hell out this MF. This nigga keep deleting his post, not hittin' me up or none of that shit no more, and then sign to a label he wasn't supposed to and disrespect me. Thought he was my man, but for now, he's on his own."
I cannot hide that fact that I was cussing the dude out myself on Twitter, with actually cussing. (My apologies to my family, I understand you can't stand me wildin' out, cussing like this, but if that's how I'm gonna go out, is because I have a lot of opinions and thoughts. Another thing, I cannot help the things I do. Obviously, and honestly, entertainment or anything of that nature has absolutely NOTHING to do with the language we use.) Stressing out easily, depressed (nobody cared), feeling like the game/industry had tricked and robbed me mentally, and how I wanted out of the game/industry and sometimes kill and destroy hip-hop for making my roll dogs turn on me after so much I did for them (Well, not really. I got others that got my back and they always respect me, which I can allow.)
That's not all, until I wanted to squash the drama I started for a while on Twitter but I don't know if this dude gonna accept my squashing or not. He's gonna keep ignoring me anyway. (Not saying that like I'm an obsessed or crazy ex-fan or anything like that.) But at least I didn't have any choice but to keep maintain on my own and find new relationships.
I wanted to squash it with and I don't wanna rush or force him to squash it with me, although I do feel like his manager still thinks I'm rude nowadays. I've been wanting squash it because I feel like me and the guy still "beefing" which is a lower rumor now, and I know he's gonna tell me that he would never do that someday. Another reason because I'm letting harm get to me myself because of me spreading rumors that I'm at war with him myself. So let it be known, this is not a diss nor a death threat to that man, so do not go there. I'm in a place where I wanna keep my distance in many ways.
Comparing myself is ANNOYING for many, but here it goes. Remember how CoryXKenshin took the time with his fans to talk about the real Cory, his life, his ups-and-downs, and how he was talking about having an ectodermal dysplasia before his teeth was fixed a long time ago? (That's not funny, so please don't laugh.) I'm saying I feel his pain, I understand where he comes from, and I feel like him in darker times. Why I bring up my comparison to him (but I'm not Cory, I'm Anthony Louis Johnson) is because what happened to me in March and April 2020, it feels like that. I'm not saying I had dysplasia (cause I don't). I was and still born with a different type of autism, and people gotta respect autistic people, especially black children with autism. I felt like CoryXKenshin cause life's never easy.
The whole story Is what this song's about. I made this beat for months to show you the real me, whether my darker or my lighter moments. Right now, I'm on a new quest this summer. It's almost time for soul searching.
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from Kauwela 2021,
released August 25, 2020
Recorded in 2020.
Written by Anthony Louis Johnson.
Produced by Anthony Louis Johnson.
Contains excerpts from "Sparkle" written by Cameo.
Recorded in 2020.
Written by Anthony Louis Johnson.
Produced by Anthony Louis Johnson.
Contains excerpts from "Sparkle" written by Cameo.
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Anthony Louis Johnson Bridgeport, Connecticut
Anthony Louis Johnson (aka Aioli) is a 22 year old musician on the rise hailing from Bridgeport, Connecticut, USA, he is an attendant of a prestigious music school and a student of the works of N.E.R.D, Kirk [Franklin] and A Tribe Called Quest making him a master of production. ... more
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